Pain?

And I won't be mad, I'm no one to be affected by the truth of reality.

I've always tried to tell myself I wasn't the type for the sappy love quotes, the ones that give even the strongest realist the slightest hope for a Cinderella ending. But I was reading something the other day that said something like: No matter what happens in your life, there will always be pain; Either physically or mentally. No matter how many guys you've played or hits you've taken. It will always be present. It's not until after you have accepted the pain, instead of trying to fight it, will it hurt any less.

Katie Cassidy.

On some lesbian shit, she's extremely hot.

Blasted.

I feel like everything is moving so quickly, like I have no control of my body.

I feel like I drank so much water and everytime I lay down it moves around.

I want to get up and walk around but I have no energy.

I have so many thoughts that I can't even remember the last one, since I started thinking a new one.

I have so much hate for certain people right now, that I never usually think about.

Im so relaxed and content.

I'm in a dream, and I want nothing more than to ever wake up.

Alicia Moore.

My wackass was watching MTV Behind The Music: Pink, yesterday.
Pretty interesting actually. She has a really cool personality.
I downloaded all her old throwback songs.
Brought back memories from like 7th grade lol.



"What happened to the dream of a girl president, she's dancing in the video next to 50 cent."

I FUCKING HATE SAINT FRANCIS PREPARATORY.

Sorry.

I've never been the type of girl who gets caught up in a situation,
and if I do, I quickly terminate the problem.
I've never been the type of girl who cries over a guy, because I never truly get involved.
I learned from the people I surround myself with that whatever I do now,
better benefit me for the rest of my life.

But I also learned that I'm human.
And you can only be the person you want people to think you can be for so long.
The 'tough guy' exterior may not be fake, but it has its holes.

And even the strongest person can't deny that.

I need a loose.

Birthday weekend went well. We all went skinny dipping in the jade pool lol.

Headed to the city for dinner. And of course a night isn't a night without liquor.

Then we headed to the Seaport and hung out for a little.

Chanel and Hailene met Joe Jackson.

Overall good night, plenty money to spend =]

I love this picture lmao.